sometimes i think about you and just get really giddy because wowee you’re my friend!!! it just makes me feel really nifty is all. uwu

i really wish we lived closer, though. because sometimes when i think about you i think about that and it makes me sad. not knowing when i’m ever going to see you makes me sad too. i just want to hang out and listen to music and laugh at stupid shit and play video games but it’s really hard when we’re three hours apart…

idk those are my feels i just had to type them out. :c　

wow there really are no limits to my fucking enormous ego are there

v___v

oh and now i have a headache woo hoo tonight is awesome

do i even exist am i visible to people 

do i exist in their minds when i’m not around

sometimes i wonder if everyone’s already tired of me and they just haven’t told me yet

I wish I could be as happy as I tell myself I need to be. But I had a dream last night that made me realize I’ve just been running from my past. I hate having such strong feelings whenever I see anything even remotely related to the person I should be least concerned with… Maybe I’m still too childish. I just want to forget any of it ever existed.

Dang it’s like another two months until graduation. I don’t wanna wait that long…

no one’s even going to read this why am i even bothering to post it

i can’t get over how fucking ugly my profile is

my skin is so horribly stretched out over my nose it’s like there wasn’t enough to cover the awkward bump so my face just had to make do

plus it makes me look like a fucking crone just slap a wart on me and i’m the wicked witch of the west

i’m not just saying that because it’s me that shit’s just not aesthetically pleasing

usually i give myself something small to go on but i have nothing to go on this time i don’t have anything i don’t even fucking care that i’ve never had sex or gone skydiving or traveled to spain or learned how to sail it’s all just nothing i’m fucking done